My grip on reality is very loose today. I feel so distant from everybody. No one really understands what I go through. I thought someone did but I don't really think that anymore.

Why does this happen to almost everyone I meet? Why does it get so hard later on to just keep the people I want to care about? Why do I end up feeling so distant that I cannot relate to anybody anymore?

I feel so bad. This problem sounds like something I should have already gone through.